off today

Today is Friday and I did not work today. I wish I had to work, but they put me on leave until next week when I see a doctor. I am not sure if staying home would help me overcome things and clear up my mind, but I think not today. My son’s three friends came over and stayed here for a few hours playing. I would like to ask them to go home, but they had a good time. I just wanted us to be alone without other people so that I can rest myself, but it did not happen. The problem is me. I hope tomorrow I can learn to relax even though his friends are here.